Ok , so I’ve been feeling kind of sick and down this weekend. And whenever I do , it doesn’t stop my intuition one bit. One time I did a blog video which I had to end up turning into an audio blog video because ooze kept dripping from my nose. Technically and to be honest , I tend to feel much better with the written blogs than I do with the video blogs. I work two ways. Sometimes I just have an idea that I know needs to be heard ASAP and that part of me that needs to keep reminding myself quality over quantity , then I spend more time in developing the idea and sort of abandon the idea.

Anyway. There’s a thing called The Dark Night of The Soul . Perhaps all high vibrational empaths and lightworkers get it from time to time. If I’m understanding it right , it feels like a depression but it’s not about you. 

In many of my previous blog videos and articles , I talked about a problem that I kept seeing in the spiritual community which was on the lines of more individual self concern and screw collective self concern. Bob Proctor for example can teach wonderful wisdom and recommend lots of great books relating to self-esteem and law of attraction. Including the stickman theory.

However he’s pro-capitalist. Likewise there’s some Anarchists out there that dismiss not only Law of Attraction as hierarchical bunk but also “ All Conspiracists are Bastards “.

The thing I keep addressing is , someone can teach the same thing and unconsciously apply their political ideology in it. It doesn’t matter if someone is apolitical because politics are going to reflect someone’s personality type ( MBTI ) .

For me , I became an Anarchist in 2017. Before I was just left wing. Sometimes I agreed with liberals , democrats , ( right wing ) libertarians , etc. 

A thought I had on my mind since around the time I made the video INFP Earth Angel was is certain personality types more closer to the spiritual world like INFPs and some related personality types where others were molded due to the effect of authoritarian and or centrist parenting ? What’s interesting is my father was so authoritarian , reactionary , however he didn’t seem to be very involved in fundamentalist religion ( Christian Right for example ) . But has quietly admitted that he was republican but didn’t bother talking a whole lot about it to me.

He was a very prejudice bastard. He thought Gay men rape other men when you weren’t looking so keep a good eye on them. Which of course is a bunch of homophobic nonsense. I can see two men kissing and holding hands and all I see is two adults in love , that’s all.

Just because I’m a Trans-woman doesn’t mean anything other than that. Besides , I’m a lesbian.

So welcome to my perception on life. IF no one is hurting themselves or others , no problem.

Love is the answer. Love is so simple. Anarchism relates to all of this. 5D Earth will bring about all of this just as long as we have love in our hearts and higher vibrations which such Law of Attraction will act like a collective for the rest of the planet which all forms of evil and negativity inward and outward would disappear. Arts and history I hope stay interacted so we can learn and appreciate what existed before. Love is stronger than hate and fear. Even though Evil thinks it’s stronger , if that’s so true than how come narcissists can’t feel love , they just hum a few bars and fake it. They fear of feeling vulnerable to love. They associate vulnerability with weakness. No wonder Right Wing calls Lefties “ Crybabies “ , they would rather play Kyle kicking Ike from South Park ( aka Kick The Baby - that’s from episode 1 “ Cartman gets an Anal Probe “ ) then realize that our age is only our body and it’s effects on 3D Earth.

We are taught such rubbish like cartoons and puppets is kids stuff , Adults are meant to be fearful and boring and angry wrecks because that’s normal , act your age , all this rubbish , forget about it. You need to cry then cry. 

When we break down in vulnerable relaxness and cry when we see something so beautiful , especially when our throats tighten up , that’s the soul wanting to come out of your tight fisted mode within your body and mind . 

Fear is filled with lies. Republicans and Right Wing people are not more relaxed than the left. 

Accepting life as it is isn’t the answer. Meditating and getting your mind off of it for awhile is a better way to go about it when your so uptight !

Where we go with people arguing and fighting. As a satirist , cartoonist , puppeteer , humorist , I’m technically mocking such ignorance in this world because WE DO NOT NEED TO FIGHT AT ALL ! We need to wake up and see who’s been tying our shoelaces together and see their motivations.

Either we unite peacefully or we can kiss each other goodbye , in the very words of Noam Chomsky . The 1960s were on the right page for many reasons , same with the Spanish Civil War from 1936 - 1939 . The people united and they had enough.

However we fear what we do not understand. We need to question everything in which shows and proves that we live in this world of love vs fear , love heals / fear kills .

There could be spiritual people and anarchists fighting amongst one another of who is right and who is wrong. I say many can unite because such theories are related.

But perhaps it’s not the who because nothing changes except the names but the what which is hierarchy , and expression of hate , and expression of fear.

If you look at human fears as a whole , you can find out the motivations of the worst people of humanity because they are filled with the most fear.

Therefore the control freaks ! We live in this world where people don’t have time to care about anyone else but themselves. They are always seeking what good would this do me.

Surprisingly enough , everything and beyond !

We may be all different but on a soul level we are all the same.

Love can bring everything together where Fear can create the hellish dystopia aka The New World Order. So what if Heaven & Hell isn’t somewhere people go when they die ?

What if the afterlife is basically a soul collective of many dimensions . 

What if where the building spot for Heaven or Hell is a fight over planet Earth ?

It all depends on what power gets stronger and it’s not outside of us , it starts with the power of the inside out instead of the outside in.

We all find peace inwardly within ourselves and the more people do this , then such peace will manifest in such a collective of like minded higher souls , then fear has no choice but to give up. Such Ego is very outward and filled with illusions of wanting to gain power over everyone , everywhere and everything using fear as a tool because they themselves feel powerless.

Awareness is not fear mongering , it’s an expression of love.

_ Erica

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Hey folks , do you know that if you post a short tumbler message that has the world “ adult “ in it , it would automatically violate terms of use of Tumblr ? Perhaps we should use the word “ grown up “ again. Just in case you are wondering from my experience , they were posts relating to classic clips from The Erica Crooks Show which feature puppetry and cartoon animation. Oh I’m sorry , did the capitalist conglomerates of Hollywood make a law in which independent artists who are outside the Hollywood mainstream entertainment industry and isn’t a member of any union a violation of THE LAW ? If so , then they are just asking for an anarchist revolution that much sooner. lol 
But seriously , how totalitarian / authoritarian is that. Pretty soon I can even say such senates as mature audiences .
Perhaps the reason why I use “ THAT A WORD “ which means full growth human being is probably because most people think such art forms like puppet shows and cartoons are not for grown ups.
Here’s the unfortunate thing. Years before the rise of capitalism , puppetry and cartoons were often used in not only storytelling just like masks and any sort of theater and literature , but political satire as well.
It probably wasn’t until the 1960s and onwards little by little where there would be such a cultural acceptance.
Thanks to the internet , we don’t need Tumblr’s censorship if that be the case.
But of course this whole problem is due to them using stupid censorship bots that just do not work !
Before I was using my sick mind to try to figure out of a bot would see pictures of hand puppets anything outside of them being hand puppets in a naughty x rated since. Or perhaps this is all within the workings of the evil minds of the FCC wanting to turn the so called legally free internet into one giant Netflix or Hulu which you got to pay the same price as your internet bill or even your car insurance bill. Either way this kind of censorship is stupid. Perhaps I should go by doing my “ website only “ stuff like I used to do before I branched out to social media but the problem is , it’s freakin expensive and websites don’t get traffic.
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Cyberbullying is pathetic

In 2009 my life’s environment flipped upside down which was caused by 4 right wing sick bullies in my life. A man who was my job coach and his friend , my father and his wife.

In 2013 / 2014 , I written a book about my experience and how I decided to forgive and let go.

https://www.officialericcrooks.com/adults-get-bullied-too.html

Will that stop me from being bullied ? No.

But 10 years later , I’ve became a more self aware confident person.

The stronger you are on the inside , the more such narcissistic hovering and gaslighting technics won’t harm me. But of course I’m going to feel and tell the difference between

Someone pretending to be a good person vs some right wing jerk who’s involved in crime and laughs along with other sad , miserable people on sites such as 4chan with the negative untruthful perception of love is weak. With their Ego , they can protect themselves from the power of love. Just kidding , they won’t survive. They’ll eventually break down in tears and frown in the mirror and seek out a therapist. Or at least we hope they will otherwise , their Karma will catch up with them because they attract what they think and feel about.

Allow me to introduce a blog video that’s most certainly going to attract more thumbs down than a happy smiley face .

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_cqbyGk_zI

Why ? Simple. They live in fear !

A bully example is seeing a happy child building a sand castle. And here comes this angry middle aged adult to come by and kick it over. The kid cries and the parents get angry , pack up their things and gets ready to leave the beach. That is if they bully doesn’t get arrested.

Here’s an interesting question to ponder . What was that all about ? What’s the point ? What’s the motivation ?

A senseless anti-social action caused by the bully to make himself feel better perhaps.

If they bully isn’t loved then no one should be.

Perhaps seeing a happy child with happy parents trigger’s this man’s jealousy that he never had such a kind and caring family.

Perhaps this very awareness is clouded in the mind of the bully. The evil deed is done , what’s next for ego based destruction ?

How about another example.

Two siblings , roughly around the same age. One slightly older , the other slightly younger.

One gets more love , attention , toys than the other. The other feels abandon.

So that would probably cause that one to bully the other one.

“ MOM liked you best ! Nobody knows how I feel. Maybe you can. TAKE THAT ! AND THAT ! “

Breaks the toys of the other sibling , beats them up , eventually the angry sibling gets punished.

It’s psychology 101 people , childhood !

And we all have stories like this. Some tend to be submissive while others more aggressive.

Perhaps this article explains things further. If parents were intentional or not !

http://anarchism.pageabode.com/afaq/secB1.html#secb15

And depending on how authoritarian the parents were and towards the child and how much psychological damage was done , is going to result to how the adult will end up being in adulthood.

No wonder Anarchists and New Age Spiritual people talk about this.

If it’s the anarchist chapter example above or clearing your karma and cleaning your chakras to release blockages and negative energy past and present ,

Fear is something in life we can do without !

A couple of nights ago , I started and educational youtube playlist which is a collection of recommendations for research and educational purposes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExTl-Je6FDA&list=PLJLbzpbdP5rnW68BVb_n3w-RUtk74utQr

Also anti Cyberbully Troll websites such as

https://www.ipredator.co

https://darkpsychology.co

How the easy solution to getting rid of cyberbullies , fascists , EVIL is through their weakness which is love. Perhaps it’s best to do it from a distance because these kinds of sick people tend to take advantage of good people.

Allow me to recommend one of my all time favorite Teal Swan videos relating to this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FWM-92ripck

So what is the solution ?

( 1. Anarchism

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsbF1TchKoU

( 2. Sending love spiritually which can bypass any ego with the help of spirit guides and

If that doesn’t help fully then they will be left behind and depending on the energy of planet earth will depending on how much reincarnation of dark entities there will be.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xom850h0drA

https://in5d.com/5d-earth-will-some-people-get-left-behind/

So is there really a solution ? A fast fix ?

Probably not a fast fix. Anarchism would likely be the best choice of action in terms of politics .

Law of Attraction love for ourselves and forgiveness of others will not effect good things happening to the individual’s life but work as a collective.

When it comes to Anarchism and a full external 5D Earth ,

That’s going to depend on how many people are positively effected by love and how much they find such unity important.

https://in5d.com/are-you-ready-to-go-home-to-5d-earth/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gnuOM1Jy6qQ

But the thing about 5D is that in the meantime we can tap into 5D consciousness anytime we want , we don’t need to wait for others.

Same goes with Twin Flame Union.

Perhaps learning to trust the fact that good people exist is something for the victim of narcissistic supply to learn more and more and more as life goes on. Me included.

I like what this lightworker has to say regarding lightworker mission.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lIYdDWvsXE4

So in conclusion , the unfortunate thing is

Perhaps there’s more bullies in life than I originally thought before my Spiritual Awakening and getting into Anarchism.

But one thing is for sure.

It won’t be allowed in an Anarchist Society.

http://anarchism.pageabode.com/afaq/secI5.html#seci58

And this is why ANTIFA exists !

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cy1eRCYS08w

https://vimeo.com/251910507

I understand the motives of ANTIFA and Black Bloc , but perhaps this wisdom is wiser.

Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.” The citation was attributed to Martin Luther King, Jr.

ANTIFA is a defense group not much different than Karate .

How interesting that people can accept Karate positively and not ANTIFA !

But hopefully someday we will live in a world where there isn’t violence.

And no voting does not help !

It’s all a product of hierarchical systems

Such as capitalism.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVQ4LIp39Xo

If dark entities existed before the human earth experience , then love would be the antidote  one way or another.

_ Erica

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Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.

_ Martin Luther King, Jr.

Transphobic Bigots are Ignorant

By

Erica Crooks

I just came back from a meeting in a conference room at my current local library.

I used to deliver my state Pride Community’s magazine for LGBTQ+ people as well as to bring awareness about LGBTQ+ people.

I was taking a look at it while waiting for other people to show up to a meeting relating to my personal life , and I discovered transphobia graffitied on the cover of the magazine.

Ironically a copy that I picked up from in-between the magazines which I did not notice until I was reading the cover.

And perhaps looking in-between was something positive I learned from my father which was always look for the best condition of anything you get.

Anyway speaking of transphobic bigots ,

I read the following hate speech .

“ You think you’re a female but you’ll always be an XY . “

I have a fascist next door neighbor who I used to be friends with.

Just one of the many narcissists that took advantage of me.

In fact he looks extremely similar to the “ Hitler riding the bus ” MEME

https://c1.staticflickr.com/3/2400/2318853951_d9401307f0_b.jpg

I don’t even know if that’s actually him. lol

I told you he was a fascist.

Anyway , Transphobic Bigots are Ignorant.

Every Trans person and Ally knows this.

https://www.youtube.com/user/ContraPoints

Allow me to quote a message that I sent to my local Pride Magazine reporting the incident.

Hello . In 2016 I used to help deliver [ Pride ] Magazine to [ My local ] Public Library [ link to the website ] . Today Thursday 17th 2019 at 1 pm , I discovered that someone graffitied Transphobic hate speech on the cover of the latest [ Pride ] Magazine relating to the Trans Rally #WontBeErased . As a Trans Woman and LGBTQ+ Activist , I decided to take direct action relating to this matter and reported this to the front desk of the library asking them to look into it with their security cameras as well as handed them the graffitied copy of [ Pride ] Magazine.

I wanted to write to you about this because I live near by this library so it could be transphobia aimed toward me as well as my fellow Trans people. So I do not know if [ Local ] Public Library is a safe place for LGBTQ+ Awareness. Anyway , I just wanted to let you know about my report. I also let the librarians know that Transphobia is a hate crime . [ link ]

Transphobic Bigots are Ignorant.

Here they are with this brainwashed simple minded education regarding the gender binary system , What makes a man “ a man “ and what makes a woman “ a woman “ .

That’s the thing about conservatives , they are so nostalgic over everything even though the information they were taught by their authoritarian parents WAS WRONG THIS WHOLE ENTIRE TIME !

http://anarchism.pageabode.com/afaq/secB1.html#secb14

Ok so you know the biological science of the male body is XY chromosome .

But that’s just the body !

Maybe the majority are cisgender masculine heterosexual men ,

But that doesn’t mean they happen to be superior.

As I have addressed in previous blog posts , could their very personality type be linked to authoritarian upbringing .

Someone’s gender identity can be biologically / scientifically proven.

Same goes with spirit.

WASN’T THAT THE WHOLE FREAKIN’ POINT OF FRANKENSTEIN ?

As well as every living breathing creature can have a heart ?

( Unless not friendly to humans but that’s another story )

In fact ContraPoints just made another Anti-Transphobia related video

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PbBzhqJK3bg

Also check out my Anti-Transphobia related videos

https://www.youtube.com/user/officialericcrooks/search?query=transphobia

As an Trans Anarchist , I know that things like this won’t go away on it’s own.

You spot it , report it the best way you can.

As a lightworker empath , I forgive the transphobic bigots .

They are ignorant . They are also victims of hierarchical society.

https://anarchism.pageabode.com/afaq/secB1.html

And such anti-social behavior is definitely a manifestation of authoritarian parenting which possibly relates to the suppression of expressed emotions and blaming minorities and leftists for everything even though it’s not our fault at all.

I could say it was the bigot’s abusive parents but their parents were abusive to them and so on , so on , they fell into the trap of hierarchical propaganda from the right.

In personality type science , in this case MBTI …

Most certainly a Sensor Thinker personality type .

Someone who can only see from outside of them and the lack of empathy.

As I already mentioned , I have strong suspicions that my next-door neighbor is responsible. My neighborhood is transphobic .

I will be moving again before the summer thankfully.

I’m surprised by transphobia , homophobia , racism , sexism , ableism , exists at all !

Just because the transphobic man didn’t get laid in years or found true love , other people especially trans people shouldn’t be the target of such abuse.

But then again , children aren’t born to hate , are they ?

http://anarchism.pageabode.com/afaq/secB1.html#secb14

Could you imagine these kinds of people misplacing something and blaming the “ Lousy Left “ for EVERYTHING ?

Well , here’s a satirical example.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQq7XhV30qQ

Finally I just want to point out that bullies such as this are perhaps the kind of people who need the most love but deserve it the least. And perhaps why narcissists take advantage of kind hearted people might be related to the Egoistic belief that love is fake so you better take advantage of it before you do of it.

So perhaps thanks you my Twin Flame Ascension , I learned something about the Ego .

http://www.twinflames1111.com/blog/q-a/twin-flame-running-essential-facts-solutions/

But I know that my Twin Flame loves me.

And she is indeed a Trans Ally. Most people I know from my local Pride Community are.

Even though I’m an Anarchist and will speak up against the ignorance of liberals and the capitalism of the LGBTQ+ Pride Community ,

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pink_capitalism

Politically and personally , it relates to my parents.

That’s why I ran away to my liberal mother to escape the rage and abuse of my conservative father who almost caused me to take my life away 10 years ago.

https://www.officialericcrooks.com/adults-get-bullied-too.html

I do think that political ideology and authoritarian upbringing could be linked to such bullying abuse . Online and Offline. https://www.facebook.com/notes/erica-crooks/internet-social-life/1814663011967742/

_ Erica

P.S. #WontBeErased

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INFP Social Anxiety or Crazy World ?

In this blog post I would like to talk about the subject of having the INFP personality type and social anxiety.

Before I begin , I just want to thank fellow INFPs for taking time to read my blog posts and or watching my INFP blog videos as well as my other things ( or probably not lol ) .

Even though I’m all for wanting to build an online community , I do apologize for the lack of not answering back. Eventually I will. My previous blog post explains about that and kind of relates to what I’m talking about in this very blog post.

https://www.facebook.com/notes/erica-crooks/internet-social-life/1814663011967742/

For many years I thought I was an ENFP.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FSRMQnHG8A

But maybe this is just my observation or not but I tend to notice that life circumstances

tend to show me aspects of myself that trigger me and eventually make me learn something valuable about myself in which maybe I wasn’t self aware about enough ?

In the case of realizing that I’m an INFP and not an ENFP is that Extroverts feel comfortable in public where introverts do not.

I know I seem so social in my blog posts. I tend to push myself to do blog videos and trying to make it as authentic and as positive as I possibly can.

There are some INFP vloggers ( video bloggers ) that tend to come off

Much more extroverted in their videos but behind the scenes they are indeed introverts.

I’ve noticed this in areas of interest such as New Thought / New Age Spirituality and even Libertarian Socialist Anarchism / Anarcho-Communism.

Same goes with artists from Jim Henson to John Lennon .

As long as we stand by strongly for what we believe in and what we do , that tends to give us strength.

In many ways , lots of people or should I say most tend to be isolated from one another.

With the things I’m into

MBTI , Law of Attraction , Libertarian Socialist Anarchism

They all seem to connect in such a way which can be beneficial to INFPs and related personality types or perhaps humanity and Earthlings as a whole !

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cj61p2heRbg

I most certainly hope that people don’t think I’m a hypocrite , someone who says one thing and does another. For example online I can be extremely expressive with my words , blog videos and even my art. But when it comes to an active offline protest even if it’s a cause that benefits me and I care for dearly , I tend to take a step back automatically.

https://www.facebook.com/notes/erica-crooks/too-peaceful-/1714818101952234/

Likewise I had film screenings of my work.

One in 2015 and the other in 2017.

And even though I upload them to the internet uncensored ,

I tend to edit my work to a more PG rating and self censor myself.

The 2017 screening backfired on me as someone walked out totally pissed off where the other only stayed for about 15 minutes. The film wasn’t fully screened as I requested the projectionist early on to turn off the film if not many people showed up to the screening.

As you already know , I tend to talk a great deal about self confidence.

And perhaps a great deal of my lightworker mission not only relates to letting like minded people know that “ You Are Not Alone in this crazy world “ but also they were sane this whole entire time.

I know exactly how it feels to second guess.

This could explain why it took me so long to come out of the closet.

What I teach on my blogs and blog videos helped me be more aware of myself as well as the world around me. The internet helped me out , so perhaps what I do is also giving back in a similar matter to like minded people , even feeling that perhaps in some part of the world there could be another INFP who’s went through similar things I have.

Please allow me to summarize what these things mean to me.

( 1. MBTI : It has helped me learn about why I am so different from the world around me as well as why others are different from me. Also who are the kinds of people I get along with best and those I would get along with most. Not only a great personal growth tool , but social survival as well. Only if most people knew , perhaps we would have less conflicts and loneliness in this world and more understanding of one another. Isabel Briggs Myers was also an INFP .

And of course these articles explain why the world around me just does not feel like home.

https://www.slayerment.com/blog/ns-are-smarter-ss-mbti

https://thoughtcatalog.com/heidi-priebe/2016/03/7-reasons-why-the-mbti-community-is-dominated-by-intuitives/

( 2. Law of Attraction / New Thought & New Age Spirituality / Twin Flames :

Since 2007 I have been aware that I have a Twin Flame and in December of 2015 I meet my Twin Flame face to face. It’s still a soulmate paranormal phenomenon I am investigating daily and nightly for 12 years and continuing. http://twinflames1111.com/blog/

Perhaps it has lead me to everything.

It’s just good to know that I can create my own reality.

It’s in the matter of getting the balance on everything.

https://in5d.com/12-signs-that-youre-mastering-the-law-of-attraction/

( 3. Libertarian Socialist Anarchism / Anarcho-Communism

I feel this is the piece of the puzzle of life that many Law of Attraction teachers tend to be ignorant of https://www.facebook.com/notes/erica-crooks/i-was-just-thinking-about-that-the-law-of-attraction/1722883047812406/

as well as Law of Attraction is something very important which Anarchists tend to mistake as being hierarchical nonsense because it can’t be proven by science fully. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vw7rpZVBicU

Telepathy has though !

To me , it’s either the blueprint INFP Heaven on Earth Utopia or perhaps A Heaven on Earth Utopia for all https://www.facebook.com/notes/erica-crooks/infp-utopia/1735305489903495/

And 5D Earth as well. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gnuOM1Jy6qQ

I think there’s strong similarities.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NmlJh8fThyE

I feel the best way to go about all of these is to educate and if most people knew about this , then the majority rules and hierarchy comes down.

Though sometimes I tend to question something with two questions relating to the same thing.

Is hierarchy ignorant or fully self aware of the evil they do to people ?

Are sensors ignorant of what’s going on or do they simply do not mind a hierarchical system and feel fully comfortable .

Or are certain personality types such as INFP and related types more closer to the pure divine soul spirit while other personality types are negative manifestations due to authoritarian parenting ?

http://anarchism.pageabode.com/afaq/index.html

I do feel that society as we know it at the time I’ve written this is very Extroverted Sensor catered.

https://www.facebook.com/notes/erica-crooks/introvert-and-social-life-infp-/1816657215101655/

And hierarchy does more damage then good for everyone , especially other INFPs and like minded personality types.

I’ve even expressed my concern regarding how psychiatry could easily diagnose introverted intuitives , NPs , and FPs WITH SOMETHING !

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEV24baR0H4

And I am not alone in this !

https://www.slayerment.com/autism-fake-and-it-kicks-ass

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsbF1TchKoU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8TvdwNBohNA

But that’s the very note I want to strike at.

Even though I’m not alone which proof is obvious thanks to internet technology.

In truth , nothing is going to happen positively if he have hierarchy dominating the world .

http://anarchism.pageabode.com/afaq/index.html

https://in5d.com/who-really-runs-this-world/

https://www.truthcontrol.com/new-world-order-guide

Perhaps it’s a battle of Good vs Evil / Soul vs Ego / Love vs Fear .

Perhaps it’s the very reason why Anarchists , High Vibrational Spiritual New Ager Empaths and like minded personality types need to stick together.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkZFKKK-0YB0FvwoS8P7nHg

Perhaps it’s not even my social anxiety.

https://www.facebook.com/notes/erica-crooks/internet-social-life/

The world is like a giant oil spill. The Oil being Fear and Hate.

And Love and Intelligence from like minded people is the only chance we GOT !

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVQ4LIp39Xo&t=103s

In my opinion , I would rather listen to intellectual philosophical wisdom then someone in a position of power and authority superiority over me.

_ Erica

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